voix-de-coeur

written by 21 years old female. Borned in Surabaya, East Java, Indonesia and live in Madison, Wisconsin USA.

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Tuntutan dunia

Gua capeek....
Gua merasa dunia itu penuh dengan tuntutan, and kita sebagai manusia harus berusaha memenuhi tuntutan itu supaya kita bisa survive.
Misalnya aja, kita jadi students harus pinter, kalo nga pinter nanti susah dapet kerja and malu-malu-in keluarga. Jadi cowok mesti punya pemikiran luas, kalo sempit, katanya kekanak-kanakan. Jadi cewek mesti pinter masak, salah satu kritiria jadi ibu rumah tangga yg baik. Trus masih ada lagi, tuntutan physical appearance, yg akhirnya bikin banyak org operasi plastik la....suntik botok la... sedot lemak la..... and masih banyak lagi.
Gua capek! tuntutan dunia ini udah overwhelmed gua, tapi dipenuhi merupakan satu "keharusan". Sering banget gua berkhayal bisa balik ke masa kecil, dimana gua nga perlu peduli tuntutan dunia, hidup tenang dan bahagia, nga perlu pusink kiri, pusink kanan, but again itu cuman kahayalan.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Nobody is Perfect

Gue baru-baru ini mengamati kiri kanan gue. Gue perhati-in org2 di sekitar gue. And.... I noticed something and I want to share with everyone. I notice that nobody is perfect.

As examples, Si A, he's so cool, he's nice, handsome, but not that smart. L, she's active, she's mature, but she's soooo bosy ( I mean it, she's so bosy and its really annoy me) that make her not nice.
M, she's smart, she's nice, she's rich, but she's can be consider as a geek. Last one is S, he's smart, capable in almost everything, good looking, and great friend too, but dia org-nya lupa-an.

Abis merhati-in mereka, gue jadi nyadar, ternyata Tuhan itu emang adil, semua org ada kelebihan ama kekurangan-nya masing-masing.


Somehow I felt my confidence rise. I used to fell that I'm this one ugly, stupid duck, but now, not anymore.